There are various websites that catalog all the instances they can find, but I can't remember the one I used back in the day an don't know if they search communities too or just instances
Finding out you're trans later in life is like watching a movie littered with spoilers for the ending but you don't realize it til you get to the end look back.
I had a similar childhood knowing I was different somehow but I don't think any adults around me would have even considered autism as a possibility when and where I grew up. I think even now they probably have the mindset of "no you're not the stereotypical depiction of a high needs autistic person" 🙄
Yeah, no problem. I thought about posting it in the general trans community.
I thought I was taking it slow! It has been a little less than a year since I realized. I think I'm in a similar place, it's a big thing and I want to know that it's what I really want.
Also, once that closet door comes open, there's no going back, which is really scary.
I can't speak for others but I probably borderline obsessively have to get all the info possible because I fear making the "obvious" wrong decision.
I'm somewhat relieved but also saddened that there's this many of these kind of posts.
I have been feeling like it's a similar feeling to when I realized I was trans, and when I finally was able to accept it.
I appreciate your blunt honesty. 💜 I needed it. I think that's where I am. As far as I know to go, looking for confirmation before I jump.
The voice incide feels kind of excited about the idea(hopefully it's not just the adhd getting bored)
I mean, it's obviously puberty 2,which I know isn't really ever fun, but there is some excited almost looking forward to it feeling.
The other bullshit is definitely a thing hanging over my head, but I realized recently, I'm fairly certain transitioning or not, some of these issues are coming up with my family eventually anyway, but transitioning will definitely bring up a lot of things sooner, and I'm a strong conflict avoider.
The accountant hired to audit former President Donald Trump's media company seemed to have a lot of trouble spelling his name, the Financial Times reported on Wednesday....
So whenever I cum I still relate a whitish cum, I was kinda concerned and I believe it should be clear or non existent. Also my labito has been high. I’m on 0.30ml of estradiol cypinare once per week, I’m also on spiro but I’ve been off of a spiro due to a move and only recently restarted it. I’ve also been bad about...
How long have you been on E? I know with a vasectomy I was told it takes about 3 months to empty the sperms already at a certain stage of development. And that’s with a quick off switch, I’m not sure how hrt works but I’d guess it tapers off, so who knows how long to get them all out, assuming that ever happens, idk.
I’m feeling so much more confident in my trans identity, I te s kind of crazy. I’m at a point where I’m getting more confident removing hair and such....
I’ve been playing with nail polish for a bit, and definitely enjoy it as a bit of a creative outlet on top of personal expression.
I had not thought of a fetish store, I’m not sure if I have one or not, but will definitely keep that in mind. I’ve been trying to figure out my skin tone so I can get a reasonable idea of where to start.
One of the first things I bought after cracking was those “programmer socks” the thigh highs, but it turns out I’m too thick for “one size fits all” 😅
One of the first things I would want to get is some kind of quality remover 😂
That makes sense, it being an art.
Before, I had thought of it as more intimidating because I was thinking all in on everything, but recently realized, I could ease into it with more subtle things, which makes it feel more attainable and maybe more exciting to consider?
I feel that I should preface this by warning questioning people that looking for signs is generally not a good way to find out if you’re trans. Different people experience being trans in different ways....
I remember asking my brother something like “if you could come back and live another life after this one, would you want to see what it was like as a girl?” he was like “noo??” I was like “oh…” and years later it was like “OHHH!”
I didn’t know about the shirtless thing being a sign. I did have a time like that but I had assumed it was because I didn’t like my fat body and later puberty body hair. It might have been more complicated that that 😅
I may have done something similar about the women thing too. Can’t say about the dreams though.
I forgot until later that somewhere nearish to that time I also felt weird about it because I thought somehow everyone messed up at my birth and thought I was a boy, but I wasn’t and no one knew but me. 😂 I was young enough to not know enough anatomy, but the thought still 😅
I had a teacher once who had used the old school non-flexible contacts and said “when the first thing you do in the morning is put a piece of glass in your eye, you’re day just goes uphill from there.”
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is there a search engine for the fediverse?
Since big part of the web is drowning in AI junk, including Reddit, is there a good search engine to find answers in the fediverse?
A poem I wrote as an egg, and in love with a straight guy.
Question...
HRT questions?
Did you have a tipping point between realizing you were trans and you started HRT?...
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The man who audited Trump's social-media company misspelled his own name 14 different ways ( www.businessinsider.com )
The accountant hired to audit former President Donald Trump's media company seemed to have a lot of trouble spelling his name, the Financial Times reported on Wednesday....
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Is the body of Christ gluten free? Asking for a friend.
Could Jesus make a Celiac so allergic he couldn’t receive Him?
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18+ An nsfw thing is still happening even though I'm on E
So whenever I cum I still relate a whitish cum, I was kinda concerned and I believe it should be clear or non existent. Also my labito has been high. I’m on 0.30ml of estradiol cypinare once per week, I’m also on spiro but I’ve been off of a spiro due to a move and only recently restarted it. I’ve also been bad about...
Feels like my exploration is at a crossroads. Again.
I’m feeling so much more confident in my trans identity, I te s kind of crazy. I’m at a point where I’m getting more confident removing hair and such....
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What thoughts/memories did you have before coming out, in hindsight, are big signs you were trans?
I feel that I should preface this by warning questioning people that looking for signs is generally not a good way to find out if you’re trans. Different people experience being trans in different ways....
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